Bleh.

Complete my other half , <3 .

:)

I'm tired too .... really tired ..... Maybe i can't support the rod that leads to our relationship ... Im tired too , like you .... I didn't want to say cause i want to try having to hold a burden for you .. I don't wanna make u tired more ... I let every steps i can ... But since i have no trust ... you must help me too ... but not using words to push me more ... I'm sorry .. My fault... I can't stay positive. .. Cause i have no trust in myself anymore . Everytime i promised you everything ... but still i can't do it ... thats lead to no trust at all ... I asked you .. what would u do if i can't walk ever again ... wheel chair ... push the wheel chair ... I'm glad and dissappointed. . But i never did say anything ... Cause at least u cared ... If u saw my unhappy , .. Ask me why .. But not just stand there and watch me have to pretend myself to be happy ... And leave without a iloveyou ... I'm sorry .. It started off with me . . Its destined that i'm not worth it for you .. I'm sorry for making u hold this burden .. sorry . I will leave you ... for u to get happiness .. (: ...

Falling off .

You'll fall for a girl , i swear you will . I guess you already have a girl in mind rightt now :) . I wish you happiness . I'm just gonna wait like an idiot ... I don't want to be in a relationship to get hurt anymore , Once bitten twice shy .. I will not forget you . Instead im stupid enough to wait for you . I swear i would . (: . Wish you happiness . :D .`

Sobs-

Even though i don't want to do it , it's still the best for you ... I'm sorry, 19th will be the last day .. We hang out together ... be together .... (: I'm sorry... But i will do it ... I don't want you to suffer .. I don't worth it :D . Be happy , Smiling all the time . S2



Loveyou ,.

I know we can't be like Romeo and Juliet . I know we can't .... Our relationship until this state had already occupied my heart spacings .. Everything is filled with you .. Even though my friends said about me .. that i don't care them . But i don't mind .. as long as i'm with you ... But ... I had never wanted you to make me a joke to ur friends... I really don't .... Im sorry ... I'm weak .. I can't bear this consequence i'm gonna have .

Sorry ,..

Because of you ... I made a effort to do our 6th month anniversary ... Because of you ... I hurted my thumb while doing it for you ... I don't regret it at all . Cause the reason why i did it cause i love you .. Sometimes , i made you angry ... But in my heart , i really don't mean it and i don't know how to face you ... I'm sorry that i can't be a suitable girl for you . I'm sorry to have made u so tired and hurt .. Lastly .. I'm sorry that i loved you ... which made you so miserable ..

Hurted .

You never know what i hidden inside , throughdown the seas of love .. I have my troubles as well .. I keep it as a secret for the sake of ur not fighting and misunderstanding ... thats why i choosen not to say ... I tried my best.... to impress you , entertain you ... Cause i already knew your feelings have faded from me .. I know ... I didn't want to say cause i knew you might not admit the fact... I've changed and i know that... but i do not understand the reason of it ... Maybe because of that... I don't know ... I'm sorry , don't ever forgive me what i've done . Never forgotten ... I want you to break with me cause you're really not happy ... I don't want you to be with the person u don't love but hate . it will make u more fuxed up . I don't want . :) ... Please always remember this , Iloveyou .